Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Don't Unplug Me.


INCEPTION!
If you haven't already watched it, you have to. :)
Didn't go to school today, I am so bad-ass.
Went to Mac & bought lunch for Sherwyn then bus to school for common test.
Mr Shafie called my mummy. :x
Heehee.
I also found out I got A2 for Science
Ke-ke-kewl. :3
I'M A HAPPY & FREE KID! ^^
For geog, I want A1, hehheh. :B

People who are worth fighting for in life are those that will fight for you.

I can't wait for Friday! ^^V
Saturday, I made plans, but, they're just plans. :D
Meet @ 4 > Mac breakfast > Sunrise > Hougang jubeat > Loyang point play with lighters with Kenneth & friend > Movie > Sunset > Stargazing
Epic plan!
That is not likely going to happen.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Absence Makes The Heart Grow Stronger.


Jonathan's watch!
FRED.
It's actually FR 30, as in Friday 30.

Tsktsk, Daniel.

During writing, no teacher came in.
CAUSE MS PALAI NEVER COME. ^^b
So our class was sort of noisy.
Then don't know what Nigel did, Esther stand up & shouted.
That caught Mr Azhar's attention.
So he walking to our class, she shouted again. :/
Science first, I was fucking in love with the weather.
On the 4th floor, super nice.
Apocalypse?
At the end of the lesson, total, Bryan broke one tube thing & one test tube.
Teehee. ^^
Math damn fail, Ms Gan teach, funny shit. :x
But we got scolded by Ms Ong cause we made fun of Ms Gan. :x
Seriously very fail, end of the lesson she looked like she was about to cry.
No offense, I felt guilty, though.
After school, waited for Sherwyn then want to Hei Sushi to meet Daniel & Nigel.
Not that nice also.
End up the bill was like, $70+, lol.
Lucky Nigel got $50.
They left, met Huimin then we walkwalk around, here & there.
Skipskipskip, back to school, I did something.
Feeling damn nice, bodoh.
TEEHEE.
Then Sherwyn forgot something so cab to her house then cab back to school.
HAHA, IAN! *Looks at sky*
Back home cause a lot of people had NYAA & I got nothing to do.
When NYAA finish, went back to school to meet Sherwyn.
Went to her house, cab to tmall with her & her brother.
Rush to top floor, bought tickets for Street Dance, we were late about 20 minutes.
Damn nice show. ^^V
All of them were hothothot. :3
Heehheeh. ^^
Bus back home, reach home around midnight.
Super duper tired.

I've shitloads of work to finish today. :(
Help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Apologizing doesn't mean you're wrong & the other person is right. It just means that you value your friendship more than your ego.


我好想我的男朋友 :x
HEEHHEEH.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Insecure.

The more I think about, the more I want to let you know,
That everything you do is super duper cute & I can't stand it. ♥
Kenneth, remember to sing for Bernice.
Chey, she confirm at there shyshy, I know one. :$

I have to stop eating, lolololol.
Mac on Monday & Tuesday, KFC on Wednesday & Thursday.
What about tomorrow, Fish & Co.?
Nehhh.
I forgot what happened this week. :D
Tuesday, er, CCA end at 7.10PM _l_
Wedesday, I discovered that some smart teacher write my 2.4km run time as pass.
I run 2 rounds, walk 4 or 5 rounds.
I still pass? :D
Today recess, I remember. :3
Super fucking guilan, ttm, suan here suan there, kaopei.

AMANDA (Teoh), someone that won't cry over you isn't worth your tears. She, for one, is definitely not worth it. I don't like to see people cry. You've a lovely smile, k, sweetheart.

Something else happened, I'm not allowed to say.
Some people might have seen it, during recess.
Funny shit.
SHINGGGGGGGGGZ.
LOL.
Tsktsk, mummy ar, mummy. :3
Heehee. :D
And I had a literature test today!
I don't understand a fucking thing. ^^
And I can't wait for next Friday, wheau!

Honey, what happened a week ago?
I don't want lies, I want the truth, right from the start.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Young & Immature.


I am totally inspired! :)
I might have gotten it already. ^^
Wheauuuuu! :D

After school,
Tried to study.
But obviously, failed to do so.
When Justin told us he had Mac for lunch, I stare at him like :O
Then I didn't realize my drink was spilt on the table, LOLLL.
Didn't eat. :(
Through the whole science common test, only one thing was on my mind ; SLEEP!
I finished the paper in 30 minutes then slept the whole way.
Woke up only about, 8 minutes before the end of the paper.
Shouldn't have studied that much, it wasn't as hard as I thought it would have been.
Then saw praying mantis in school. :3
So kewl.
Went to busstop, then Kenneth was there, with a bao! :3
I ate it.
A little bit only.
Bus to tmart with Sherwyn.
Funnyyyyyyy. :3
h2h talks. ♥
And what some people said there were totally true.
^^
And Nazri's sister saw me at Mac never say hi. :(

Dear Love's bedtime stories ♥ :D

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Stranger.



Yesterday, had the worst tummy ache & headache marathon of my entire fucking life.
Well, on a side note.
I'm feeling better today! ^^V
I cried again yesterday before I went to sleep. D:
Welllllllllllllllllllllllllll, what to do, right?
When life gives you 100 reasons to cry, give life 1000 reasons to smile.
I've also learned, to appreciate what you have now before it's too late.
Specially now for these few.
Jun Hong ; Thank you so very much for your care & concern. I can tell you anything & everything. You can too.
Sherwyn ; It's not your fault, it's mine. Thank you for being there. You're a great friend. :)
Bryan ; So sorry you had to break a promise. I hope it won't go to waste. I'm still trying. You're a great friend, really.
Zafrul ; Ninja, we both got to make a choice. Life gets tough, we've to be stronger than that.
Nazri ; What to say? Teach me math. :D Don't have to act stupid, teach me the real one, please. :B Teehee. Anyways, thanks for trying to help that day, not about math. But it takes a lot more than that to fix this problem. :/ Thank you for being there. I love you! ♥ :D

GONNA STUDY SCIENCE/MATH NOW KBAI.

& I'm not used to my frown, going to start smiling again.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Mental Breakdown.

I doubt so.

Cried my fucking eyes out last night. Went to bed at 10 plus, only slept at 12 plus. Cry, cry, cry, I'm so fucking useless, I'm such a fucking failure. What to do? "I won't give up even if it's over." I guess I was lying. Nothing I can do to fix this. You left me with nothing to hold onto. Honestly, you were the last person I thought I'd lose as a friend. Well, what to do right? Life. Life, life. Life's a disappointment. Just want to throw away the fucking life I led. Plus, this morning in the car, my mum mentioned your name. I cried right there & then, but she didn't notice. Well, what the fuck to do, like you said, that's life. Right?

Today?
Zafrul, cheer up, k?
Same as me.
Just lost.
I cried during English.
Fuck that, skip to after school, went to 444 to look for Clement with Sherwyn, Eachary & Gladys.
After that, went to Clement's friend's house.
Got this guy over there, 25 years old, funny.
But he scary also. :x
Sort of got my mind off things there.
Back to school, skipped CCA.
Even though we're apart, you'll always be in my heart.
I'll remember that.

I can gladly say, fuck my life.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

This Close Bond.


Ten Things.
#1 ; Honestly, I don't think I'm a very good person.
#2 ; I'm afraid of dolls & clowns & the dark, at times.
#3 ; When I watch movies, I cry more when the animal die than when the person dies. Is that weird?
#4 ; My level of maturity depends on who I'm with. *Winkwink
#5 ; Sometimes, I choose to believe lies.
#6 ; I live to eat, I don't eat to live.
#7 ; I blast music when I bathe.
#8 ; Sleep. ♥
#9 ; Addicted to Facebook, obviously.
#10 ; I love you.

We've had our ups & downs. You know it, we always made it through, cause our bond is strong. I'm really trying to change. You don't have to tell me, I can just tell what you think. Trust that I'm trying. Every time we have these bullshit situations, I always feel like it's my fault. "Don't make room for people in your heart. If they really want to stay in your life, they'll make an effort to." Yea, so, don't leave space for me in your heart. I'll earn it. Hold on a little longer, give me a little more time. Cause I'm not giving up, even if it's over. 幸福真的不容易.

有我爱你

“I’d like to meet someone who wouldn’t give up on me. Someone who would always be there no matter what. Someone who I could tell all of my secrets to, and they would trust me enough and tell me theirs. Someone who wouldn’t care what I wear, or how I have my hair done. Someone who would call me every night just to hear my voice. Someone who would know me well enough to tell when I’m mad, sad or confused. Someone who wouldn’t like me just for the looks, but for my heart and my personality. Someone who wouldn’t just love, but who would be addicted to me. Someone who would never leave me clueless or alone. Someone who would always keep their promises and mean what they say. Someone who would look out for me. Someone who would never leave me broken. Someone who would be faithful to me. Someone who would be the one for me, and I’d be the one for them. Someone who would be my Romeo and I’ll be their Juliet.