I doubt so.
Cried my fucking eyes out last night. Went to bed at 10 plus, only slept at 12 plus. Cry, cry, cry, I'm so fucking useless, I'm such a fucking failure. What to do? "I won't give up even if it's over." I guess I was lying. Nothing I can do to fix this. You left me with nothing to hold onto. Honestly, you were the last person I thought I'd lose as a friend. Well, what to do right? Life. Life, life. Life's a disappointment. Just want to throw away the fucking life I led. Plus, this morning in the car, my mum mentioned your name. I cried right there & then, but she didn't notice. Well, what the fuck to do, like you said, that's life. Right?
Today?
Zafrul, cheer up, k?
Same as me.
Just lost.
I cried during English.
Fuck that, skip to after school, went to 444 to look for Clement with Sherwyn, Eachary & Gladys.
After that, went to Clement's friend's house.
Got this guy over there, 25 years old, funny.
But he scary also. :x
Sort of got my mind off things there.
Back to school, skipped CCA.
Even though we're apart, you'll always be in my heart.
I'll remember that.
I can gladly say, fuck my life.
